simply sleepy again. no news really. many little fish in metal containers are now piled in the refrigerator. tonight will be a cold one and the jade plant that planted itself in the flower box outside will probably die. the little tree which planted itself is now ready for the winter. it lost almost all of its leaves. after turning them bright yellow, of course. i took no pictures. there is a big box with expired film in my fridge. i will just shoot right through it. somehow. it must be 200 rolls or so. it will be good. it usually takes me several days to come to my senses. almost there now. entering the darkish parts of the day. happy to be sad somehow. it could be worse. much worse. had some amazing soup for dinner. where do i start? what a year.